Another sleepiness night
Thinking about what hasn’t gone right
In the crevasses of my mind
Seek the truth, touch the light.

I pray I could stop feeling this way
Need to let go, sit down and pray.
Look around, hear their laughs
See their smiles.
While I pretend, stay and wallow.
I know I could move from this spot
Brush it off, show the world what I got.

Is it too late for me?
Is it too late?
Can I still cross this bridge?
Instead of a hole of self pity I chose to dig.
Or because of my past
Am I forbidden to move?
Is it too late for me?

I desperately want to understand,
Was this all me or was this your plan?
I need your promises to be true,
What you say,
I don't understand how you can give,
What the enemy stole away.

Can I run past my fears?
Can I somehow gently steer
What I had hoped my life would be,
Toss it, crumble, and no more false expectancy.

Is it too late for me?
Is it too late?
Help me escape from my sea
of my thoughts crashing aimlessly
Lord, tell me it’s not too late for me?